They were
executed in the early dawn. All eight of them. Convicted and sentenced to
death, they fought hard for mercy. They wanted mercy because they had received
mercy in return. It was the mercy of a transformed life. The mercy of a second
chance. And they wanted to return that same mercy back by living a life that
their loved ones can be proud of (and indeed they have). They wanted to pay
back to society what they have taken in that one isolated act of folly. And indeed
they had paid in full and many are in return indebted to them for how they had
lived and treasured their life; every single moment of it to their very last
breath.
Yet that
morning, they were denied mercy when it counted the most. When it could have
made the biggest humanitarian impact with ripples that would go beyond the
empty jingoism of politics and the stiff upper lip of justice, the
power-that-be sadly missed an invaluable opportunity to do what's right and
make a lasting and deep impact.
In the ten
years in remand awaiting an appeal and a pardon, they had made a difference
with what little they had in possession, dreams and resources. It was an
enduring difference that a broken and contrite heart often make. They were a
shining city on a hill; even on a hill that overlooks a certain fate pending.
They set
hearts ablaze with their compassion, love and selfless contribution. Even from
the narrow confinement of prison, they rocked the world with their fight for
life, for hope, and for real change. They can't wait to show the world that
redemption is not just a word, it was a life - a living breathing life
impacting another life like a candle passing its flame to another.
Standing
before the firing squad intent on carrying out their orders, they neither
flinched nor bore grudges. In fact, it was reported that they sang. Yes, they
sang their hearts out. They sang Amazing Grace just after midnight. Alas, when
the night was the darkest, their hearts were the brightest!
What's so
amazing about this grace you ask? It is amazing because even when death reared
its ugly head, even when justice and mercy were withheld from them by the
cowardice of men to do what is resoundingly right, even when their redeemed and
transformed lives were reduced to a size no bigger than the cross-hair of the
scope of a rifle, they sang with gladness and bonded together with love.
Like a
joyous choir, they let it out with no fear of death because death has indeed
lost its sting. Defanged, they stared at death and neutralized its hold on
their life. One pastor who was there exclaimed, "It was breathtaking. This was the first time I witnessed someone so
excited to meet their God." Another clergyman remarked, "Everyone was looking forward, it seems
everyone accepted their fate."
That was
how amazing His grace was! That was how transforming the celebration of life
after life was! It may be the still night air hovering over Nusakambangan
island that morning, but the readiness, the anticipation, the bravery, and the
faith demonstrated by all eight of them were uncontainable. It was
immeasurable. It was unbelievable.
None of
them opted to be blindfolded. They wanted to look into the eyes of their
executioner while they sang and disturb the false peace of those who think
their conscience is clear. And before their executioner pulled the trigger,
they were heartily declaring the timeless hymn Bless the Lord O My Soul.
If there
ever were a Sunday service of such conviction, faith and courage, with voices
that sung with such hope and passion, not a single soul in the service would
have left unsure and unchanged.
Let me end
with a statement released by the family of two of the executed, Andrew Chan and
Myuran Sukumaran: "Today we lost
Myuran and Andrew. Our sons, our brothers. In the 10 years since they were
arrested, they did all they could to make amends, helping many others. They
asked for mercy, but there was none. They were immensely grateful for all the
support they received. We too, will be forever grateful."
Rest in peace, brothers
of our resurrected Savior. You are no stranger to me. Your struggles and fight
for life are all too familiar to me. And I would have lived my life in vain if
I should think for a moment that my life is not worth living, not worth
fighting for, and not worth overcoming for His glory. Cheerz.
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