What if I am an atheist?

What if I am an atheist?

What if I don't believe in god?

What if god doesn't exist?

What if believers are just crackpot?

Will everything be clearer?

Will I discover my true calling?

Will I live my life braver?

Will I spread my wings soaring?

Without god will I be free?

Without god will I be found?

Without god will I be me?

Without god will I be sound?

Maybe there's no beginning.

Maybe there's no end.

Maybe there's just imagining.

Maybe it's all a big sham.

Can I trust science and all?

To modify my reality.

Can I trust money and more?

To mollify my mortality.

In death should I ever fear?

Even if it should ever draw near.

Will I even shed a tear?

For the life that I have lived here.

Whether atheist or not.

I guess I will never know.

If my life ever fall short.

When death takes hold.

Alas how I admire.

Those who are so sure

Theirs is my heart's desire.

To have hope that's so clear.

Living without god.

Really takes a lot.

The price is eternity.

In exchange for my humanity.

So what if I am an atheist?

So what if I don't believe?

So what if I should insist?

That god is nothing but a myth.

I am still no more found.

I am still no more sound.

I am still no more free.

I am still no more me.

I guess the grass is no greener.

Under the covers of disbelief

However much I wish as a sinner.

To put my trust in this life so brief. 

So I am back to square one.

Living under the shadow of His wings.

I know I can't possibly run.

From the love of the King of kings.

Cheerz.

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